When the World Turns Over

I'm stuck,

I'm holding onto the past like it's a security blanket,

Warming with the violent delights of my horrors,

Friends have come and gone,

Family has vanished,

I'm here all alone with no hope to hold,

I hold onto memories for some bright light,

Only just to remember it's all gone,

Hope is,

Hope always will be,

You can take a turn at heaven,

But you end up in hell anyway,

Razors on the skin and hammers on the head,

Life's like a hurricane chasing me into darkness,

I drink deep from the bottle tonight,

In hope that when the world turns over,

There will be something waiting for me.