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I hold the world in my hands, with that I cannot let go
Stars and lights show me what I have to be
I'll be right here waiting to see those eyes again
The wonders of the world make me think of butterflies
Because that's all you ever give me when I think of you
You make flowers bloom and angels fall out of happiness
I could bend in every direction but never will ever break
The stars cry for you when you are down
The sun smiles down at you when you are happy
Angels kneel at your feet, you are everything
I never wanna think of you as a streak of light
But as a light of hope in my darkest hell
All I'm trying to say through these words
Is that I love you
If I could pick up control, I would rewind time
If I was the god of this world, I would turn time upside down
Sometimes I wish I could turn around and walk back through the past
I always want to change what is unchangeable, am I just pathetic?
If you were right there in the past, would you wait for me?
If I fixed what went wrong, would you care about me again?
Goodbye is what you said before you turned around
I watched you go and I did nothing to stop you from going
I would turn back time just to see you here again with me
If I didn't make the same mistakes, could you be here in my arms?
Could I have fixed us and made all that went wrong go away?
Do I need to turn back time just to see a smile on your face?
Do I have to make time stop so you could be happy forever?
I wish I could start over with you, but I guess not all falls into place
I showed you what it was like to be loved and supported
You were in the arms of someone who cared dearly about you
Night and night I pondered what I did wrong
I thought maybe it was my fault for all of this
Maybe I was the reason it all went wrong
But now I see, that maybe my love was just not enough
Was the heart I gave to you not enough?
Was the soul I poured for you not even enough?
This is it, all of this is coming to an end
I gave you my all and you never even said two fucking words to me
I gave you my life and my sanity and I never got a damn word
I understand life brought you down, but was I not there?
I know that your life was trashed, but am I not here?
Was my care not fucking enough for you?
Was my feelings for you not ever enough for you?
I tried my hardest to keep a smile in your day
Was I never enough?
Was ANYTHING I did never enough?
I hope you are happy in your life now
Because you cannot call yourself my friend
I was never enough
Now I see thine eyes before me
Sparkling in the light of the day
I can feel your warm hands in mine, even in the cold dead world
I see the shining crystals in your eyes shining outside in the darkness
I feel your cold and soft breathe on my neck from miles away
Even through the cold could I feel and see the fire in your soul
I can feel you oh so near when your so far away
I hear your voice even when your not even speaking
Your thoughts carry onto this poor soul, showing me the light
I feel your love scourge my soul when your not even around
I can sense your feelings when your not even looking at me
I know your love and you don't even have to tell me
I let your love scourge me
Even when you didn't know I wanted it to
Alska och Hata
Älska JAG säga är den en sak hållande jag här
Om JAG kunde bo på en sak , den skulle bli älska
Älska är vad JAG andas och vad JAG söka
Älska är vad pressar på min läpp , älska lägga dess vapen runt omkring jag
Älska uren jag falla sovande om after , och älska hålla jag åtsittande in i morgon
Hata hålla kärleken efter minne
Hata gir jag en skäl till vara vred
Hata ryck älska från min läpp och från min vapen
Hata döda min älska om after och göra jag vakna till se min fruktade liv framför jag
Utom älska aldrig lämna , jämn när hat och frånfälle förtära min liv
Min älska vilja aldrig misslyckas och den vilja alltid bli här till stanna
Om alla sakerna i min liv , Älska och Hata deviduni är här till stanna
Listening To My Heart
How could I be?
Everyone thinks about how they come to be
Just as a person has a beating heart, a life has a purpose
I listened to my heart today
I listened more than a child to his mother
My life is cast out into the darkness and I fell
Never did I think I had a purpose in this sad sad world
What room is there for a broken soul with no more tears to cry?
Älska älska, I cry I out more and more now than ever
I have no more to lose than I already have, all I can do is look up
I looked into the mirror today and saw my soul shining in the fog
Listless as I was, I find that even the broken have a place in here
I listened to my heart today
It told me I was still free and alive, that maybe I should carry on
It beat faster, faster than a suicidal man driving off a bridge
Living in this world and life, is no more painful than a bullet to the heart
Hur Hur can I be alive here and now?
I have done so much wrong today, what do I deserve?
I thought I was the broken in the perfect bunch
Falling From Above
Sight and sights I saw
Nothing I had seen could ever match what I see in you
The memories of things past, were just things that never lasted
I never had anything worth remembering
Until one day as I sat with my heart in two
An angel fell from the sky and into my arms
Held her there I did, because she was hurt coming down
For 5 months me and this angel have been through it all
But I never let her out of my arms, not matter what happened
My breath breathes her name, and my heart spells it
In my arms she will remain, never will I let her go
She is everything I ever wanted, noone else ever made me feel like this
Butterflies bow before her and my heart melts in her hands
I thank for her and I never will let her go
If she never fell from above, I would never have found happiness
That was the story of the falling from above
My Sinful Valentine
Your heart is like a sin
I feel the darkness down within
You keep my mind on wits end
You never even wanted to pretend
Listless like a stupid whore
You could show everyone with your lore
I sat and watched and watched you die
But the one thing you never could say was bye
I saw the sins of your life deep down
All you did was just show me your evil with your frown
You spread your evil lies and hate, and you were alone
You never showed me anything but a dark tone
You sewed the word death in your soul, you were so cold
I know now that you will live with you evil even when your old
All I see your future is death and hate
I know you can't change yourself, its to late
You were never worth my time
You were my sinful valentine
Walls Torn Down
I lay my hands down, I am finished
My creation is complete but is it perfect?
We could say we are complete but are we truly perfect?
I could write and write all day about how I could end my own life
Should I go through with it?
I could stand in the rain getting wet but should I leave?
What must have been going through thy head
I saw a ripple not a wave, I must have been dreaming
It all began so quick and ended so quick
Ocean waves will die on the shore line but the water remains
I could breathe the cold air, should I get warm?
We could do so many things but should we?
I meet many walls blocking my path, I cannot get past
I get into many things I cannot win nor can I overcome
The rain drop makes a ripple but the body makes a wave
The soul makes no noise when leaving the body
What were we all thinking?
We thought that it would be the only way out
We thought we would be in paradise once we were out of this horrid life
I was stuck in a path that ended in a wall, preventing me from seeing w
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